But you, you write such pretty words

September

2006-09-10T22:41:53Z

The summer’s gone.
We wasted away the days
Lying by fires and
Burying our toes in the sand.
Friends fly in different directions.
Some beat their wings
While others glide, feathers
Catching the lift of the wind.
We familiarize our eyes again
With the brick and tiled atmosphere
Accentuated by fluorescent glares,
That pick out skin flaws quite acutely.
Breezes blow by on occasion,
Signaling the start of fall,
And also rustle up old leaves
And also rustle up old flames.
The afternoons grow dark
And far off in the distance,
A glimmer of a time,
when the sun nestled itself underground
shortly after eight o’clock.

And I don't want the world to see me...

2006-08-13T22:05:38Z

Hm. I haven't written here for a while. That's due to lack of things to say. Or maybe I have to much to say, and I don't want to write one thing and not the other. It's a sunday, I got to sleep in today, as opposed to the rest of the week waking up at 6 to row.

Cause I don't think that they'd understand.

I went to the Duxbury Youth Rock Revival last night! It was sweet. I brought Krista along, and Tommy was kind of weird. I mostly hung out with Katie, because I didn't want to follow Will and Tommy around the /entire/ time. So I only did a little. =P I heard GNP play, and Wonderful Spells played, along with Sons of Blues. Louie's band was really good- like, really good. Bo is hot but the lead had a funny walk. Oh well, his voice was amazing. And what else...I dunno, Will was cute. Hm. I have nothing else to say except it was fun. And John was there. Oh yeah, and after both Mr. Horton and Mr. Jannetty sang, they called up Joe Perry to play in the last song. That was chill.

I just want you to know who I am.

So I dunno. I talked to Tommy today, and he was in his good phase..if it makes sense to call it that. I also went shopping and bought a cute sweater and cool flipflops...the guy that opened the fitting room for me was absolutely adorable, with light blue eyes and freckles and all...though, he was about my height. But he waved at me when he left after his shift ended! AW.

And now I'm listening to The Bucket by KOL. Look at the shakies, what's with the blush? Fresh off the plane in my fuzzy rush. etc etc...

bubblegum.

Summertime and the livin's easy. Fish are jumpin and the cotton's high

2006-06-20T17:27:42Z

Summer doesn't officially start until tomorrow, but I've been done since yesterday- the day of my last exam.

I've got some time to kill, so here goes:

I woke up Monday morning, took the bus to school(lame train, loser cruiser-I'm not taking it next year! Thank god) My first(and only..and LAST) exam was math, and I bombed. Oh well. There should be a huge scale.

Me and Manda then walked to French Memories for something to eat. But first we had to clean out her gym locker. There was a class there, all sitting quietly on the bleachers as the announcements were read. When it was announced that both Tommy AND Will had won prez/vp, we squealed a little...and the class(which was made up of freshmen and sophomores who don't matter)heard haha. Oh well.

So it was a gorgeous day out as me and mandy ate our food. I got a croissant with chocolate in it- it was amazing. We talked about boys, and school, and stuff like that, but also about our 10 year reunion. What will everybody be doing? We decided that Manda was a librarian. I told her I wanted to work in Disney World when I was little, and that it still didn't seem half bad. After we finished we went to the dock by DBMS and stuck our feet in the water. It really felt like summer.

The rest of the day I spent at the beach, where Katie and I ran into Coop and Alana. That was...interesting. Katie kept wanting to go and sit with boys and flirt with them or whatever, and Alana wasn't really into hanging out with us. I didn't mind though- the water was /really/ nice at low tide. Plus, I got a little color..and an ice cream from farfar's, thanks to Mrs. Cooper.

So then I showered, and liv and I decided to go see The Lake House. Katie came too =P It was a weird movie, I mean the ending was satisfactory, but some middle parts were either too slow or not needed at all. Whatever. Katie got the aviators I wanted, and the raconteurs cd. I hope you're sending that to me soon!

So all in all, I think that was my first day of summer. And it rocked.

And at this point, time slowed to an irritating creep

2006-06-07T22:23:25Z

Today must have been one of the longest days of my life..at least one of the longest in a while. It just went on for EVER, it felt like. And it's only wednesday.

I think the spanish switching with gym started it off, especially since it was an extended block. And the weather. I feel like I'm in one of those snowglobes, with rain replacing the plastic flakes. I feel like there's sunshine directly outside of this place, and I can't find it, ahhh! The sky is so blank and white, it looks as if someone came and took it away.

hm. I don't think I have anymore thoughts for the day. School needs to end, summer needs to begin...but I feel like I'm stuck in time.

And I laugh at myself while the tears roll down, cause it's the world I know

2006-05-30T00:01:44Z

The rest of the weekend:

Saturday - I kind of forgot how my morning was, I think I felt as if I wasted most of the day? Oh I watched While You Were Sleeping on tv, and it was funnier than I remember. I didn't start moving until later in the afternoon. I called up Katie and we went to the mall. It was really deserted and we wanted to hang out with guys. Oh well- that came later.
Anyways I bought mascara and katie got gum. We saw Nikki with Nicole Gamel, and then Amanda with Liza. We walked down to the end of the mall with them before leaving, as the mall closed as we were leaving. Manda's pretty chill, I love her. I came home and my mom and krista were watching Everything is Illuminated, the movie I'd been dying to see for months. I made them start it over and it was good.

Sunday - I went to Ricky's in the morning to work on our history project, although we pretty much got nothing accomplished at all. It was weird cause we didn't really talk much or anything. We went to blockbuster and got the movie, that's about it. He then drove me home. So the exciting part starts here. Me and my mom brought Krista to the Braintree Plaza to look for a semi dress when Katie texted me saying I could sleep over. Well we went shopping and I was kind of yearning for cute clothes, but I kind of struggled shopping this weekend. Anyways, my mom said I could stay over, but katie's family wasn't home, so we had her over here to eat dinner with us (we barbequed) We sat around and poked at krista for a while, and then John Kearney called me and asked if I wanted to go to the beach. Obviously me and katie wanted to go, so it took a while for me to convince my parents, but we eventually got there. It was CHILL. I was kind of antisocial, but I figure no one really cared. On the majority I talked to miles and taylor, but I spoke with will and brian for a bit and overall had a good time. The sophomores were kind of annoying, but whatever. Grant Bowen drove us home in his jeep and I was tweeking out cause I thought he was speeding. Turns out he was only going 30...hey well it was open. So he actually drove us to katie's house cause I slept over.

Monday - Katie and I wake up. I had a really weird dream..like really weird, but I can't remember it. We got ready for the parade and made huge chocolate chip pancakes, I ate the whole thing. So we walked to the cemetary and did the parade thing, the hanging out with soda and hot dogs and all. Um yeah it was really hot...but so was John Jannetty. Geeze those cadences were awesome. Yeah anyways so I went back to Katie's to get my stuff and her mom drove me home. I took a nice long shower and tried to watch Thirteen Days. It was SO long. I was paying really close attention for about 1hr45min, but by that point I had to pause it and look at prom magazines(yeah even after the fact, I know) I finished the movie and had baby back ribs that my dad barbequed. And now I'm here.

It was an awesome weekend. Ah I don't want to go to school, I want it over. I can friggin taste summer, and it'll be sweet, I know it. So I'll probably watch One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest later...the Elliott Smith cd is awesome Katie, thanks.

Come on in, the water's fine

2006-05-29T23:45:30Z

Ah well since katie updated I might as well put my version up of this AMAZING weekend.

It started with friday. While most were in school, I was enjoying myself with band people(and we all know how chill music people are..)at SIX FLAGS. It was only my second time. I woke up and got to school early so we could get to Granby High on time. The bus ride was alright, although it was early. I sat next to ricky for a good amount of time while katie slept, yes SLEPT...so why would I bother going back to wake her up? Haha amy and natalie were fun, too.

We played at the high school, which was weird because their auditorium felt like a dank church..it was freaky. But haha I think katie, tommy, and I were all pretty intrigued by one of the judges sitting by us making hand gestures and whispering into a recorder. yeah ANYWAYS...we left after con orch played and con choir sang (Ricky was kind of cocky, acting all know-it-all like he does) and made our way to 6 flags.

Um well me and katie kind of lost sight of everyone so we went to get food first, and we ordered two slices of pizza and fries...but the slices were HUGE so we only ate half, and then we felt bad for wasting food. So we tried to call people to come and eat it for us but nobody was answering. So yeah we met up with Ricky and Mike afterwards and went to wait in line for Superman(I was nervous) We made it up to the last section of the line and they closed the ride on us due to rain/thunder. We waited for about ten minutes before deciding to ditch, and we went to sit inside waiting for the rain to subside. It didn't.

We were inside for about 2 hours and I was having the suckiest time because there was talk of going home and I hadn't done anything but struggle to finish a pizza. So I was getting ansy and we all decided to just wander about in the rain, which was actually fun although we got soaked. Going outside was also a plus cause we were some of the first in line for SUPERMAN! This is still me,katie,ricky,mike, at this point, although we sat inside with molly and kip too. So I sat next to ricky on superman and since it was raining, I couldn't really open my eyes and I didn't enjoy it all that much. But whatever. We journeyed on to Batman and other rides.

So wrapping up Friday- there was a dance party with Bugs Bunny and an annoying announcer woman. We went on Superman again and I liked it alot better the second time, although we got stuck on the way up because some idiot decided he wanted a picture and brought a camera on. But nobody told us this after we were up there for a good few minutes, and I was freaking out.

Tommy was being really weird. He was sitting/flirting with Slechta on the ride up, and he said he was ssooo against going on Superman but he ended up going on it like 3 times. And when me and katie met up with him during the day he was acting crazy (I believe jumping into trees qualifies, no?) And so he told katie she could borrow his jacket when we got on the bus but he ended up giving it to me, and kept giving me his iPod to listen to and even made a playlist for me after I woke up...yeah I dunno.

So that was FRIDAY. aha, I guess I'll put the rest of the weekend in another entry.

My mind is a beehive.

2006-05-12T14:00:50Z

Oooooh a metaphor, yes that's right ladies and gents.

I feel like my brain's a mess right now. I finished AP exams on monday and so I should be stress-free, right? Ugh I dunno. It's my friday off and I'm going to some link crew training day at school from 12 to 2, then I have rowing from 3-5 and I want to go to the mall or hang out...I need to get together with ricky to start working on our history project, I don't know when that's going to happen.

PROM IS NEXT WEEKEND.

If you didn't know that...I need earrings and some kind of bag/clutch aaand a boutonierre for Will and probably other things that I forgot about.

So school's kind of over but not really, and I guess that's what's throwing me off. I'm kind of looking forward to the end of the rowing season because then my weekends will be more open to what I want to do. As opposed to meets every sunday...

oh and it's mother's day this weekend too, shit I need a gift.

yeah lots of stuff. I just want summer. and friends. I need to hang out more.

It's okay, I'll give it anyway, just get me out of here

2006-04-19T00:03:11Z

AHHHHHHFUGVPBBDISBVIRJOPBGU

SO.

BORED.

Don't know why I'm even here, not like this is a worthy entry or anything, I'm just...sooo bored!
Dinner- maybe I'll be back after to reflect and write something adequate.

67% Geek, and Musically Obsessed

2006-03-28T21:27:30Z

So it's a fact...=D

*EDITED OUT- it stretched the page

We're All Afraid of Something

2006-03-24T00:28:18Z

FEARS
15/82

[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single
[x] getting married
[x] being a parent
[xx] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] cats
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] redheads
[x]spiders and/or other insects
[driving] driving or being in cars
[ ] flying
[xxx] being put to sleep (anesthesia)
[ ] flowers or other plants
[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] water
[ ] the ocean
[ ] pools
[ ] failure
[ ] success
[ ] germs
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] mice/rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow
[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] cemeteries
[ ] clowns
[ ] large crowds
[ ] demons or evil
[ ] crossing bridges
[ ] death
[ ] Hell
[ ] Heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] being sexually assaulted
[ ] men
[ ] women
[xxx] having great responsibility
[sometimes] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes
[ ] hurricanes
[ ] being punished
[x] diseases, including cancer and STD's
[ ] snakes
[ ] sharks
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] poverty
[ ] ghosts
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains or railroads
[ ] fear
[x] being alone
[xx] losing my friends
[x] being blind
[x] being deaf
[xxx] growing up
[ ] being murdered in my sleep

I'm afraid of hospitals. I'm not afraid of death, I'm just afraid to end poorly. I'm afraid of loosing who I am when I grow up. I want to be the same intellectual, deep-thinking, laid back person I am today. I'm afraid of not keeping in contact with people. I'm afraid of change sometimes, too.

I am afraid of change.

Mulling it all over

2006-03-24T00:16:21Z

I like who I am. It's taken a few years, yes, but I feel I can genuinely say that I like who I am. For Sylvia's class we had do do a presentation on ourselves, including some things we would change about ourselves if we could. I couldn't think of one trait about myself I would like to say goodbye to. Sure, I have bad qualities, but I wouldn't want to change them; I feel like it just wouldn't be me. And besides, we're meant to have flaws. I had more to say on this, I don't know where I'm going...

Well about my opinion of others, Tommy told me today that I care so much about what other people have to say about me. So I was thinking(of course)..it's more that I have /no/ idea of what people think of me, and I'm curious to know what I come off as to people. If they have something to say about me I don't think I'd mind. I mean I'd like to know, but I wouldn't change myself because of it, just to please them.

I am comfortable with myself. I don't have an amazing body, but I'm not hideous or misfigured, so it's alright. And, what I see as a big accomplishment- I've accepted my hair, embraced it, and now feel that it's a big part (both literally and figuratively =P) of who I am. Yay for me, I've done it.

Last note - it's like...that inner calm or peace everyone keeps talking about. I feel like I'm in control of myself and have my thoughts figured out and in order, even for a little while. And I'm telling you, it's a good feeling.

But everybody knows it’s all about the things that get stuck inside of your head

2006-03-05T17:01:26Z

Sunrise, sunset, where are you, Arienette?

&---

So, I've switched up my LJ. I think it looks alot more clean and eye-appealing, don't you? Oh and that pretty blue, don't forget that pretty blue.

It's Sunday and I haven't done a thing all weekend. I slept alot yesterday, that's exciting...as far as homework goes I have a DBQ to write, some math problems to finish, and whatever we had for bio hw. And spanish, but whatever.

It's Krista's birthday today. She's turning 14. We have fishnet hanging from the ceiling and there's a green martini umbrella in my hair. People will be here in about an hour. I have yet to write anything really interesting in here. I am in need of some new, quality music.

&---

The last time words passed between us,
I was mumbling with a ghost.
My pale skin, reflected in yours
As pale as the ashes of something once great.
I know it was so
Because our eyes, upon meeting
Grabbed hold of each other.
Time slowed to an inflexible waltz.
Our troubled heads danced with thoughts
Of blissful days before,
And thoughts of everything
That could have been, but never was.
It was only a moment.
The people around us were moving
out of step – so fast, like bees.
We were dripping with the honey.
Our feet swept through ashes
While we waltzed to the song-
Still ablaze, yet dying out,
And the song is sorrowful.
We spoke no more than two words.
It felt like eternity.
I swear the violins cried
For eternity.

Some Surveys I Stole

2006-01-18T04:30:27Z

Me, A-Z

A - Available?:
I'm not dating anyone

B - BEST FRIENDS:
katie. liv.

C- CRUSH:
pfshh

D - DOGS NAME:
Darla, just cause she's gone doesn't mean she's not my dog anymore =P

E - EASIEST PERSON TO TALK TO:
Katie

F - FAVORITE BAND?
I'm loving Conor Oberst right now, but I have a whole list including:
Beatles, Kings of Leon, Arcade Fire, Fiona Apple, Modest Mouse, White Stripes, Death Cab for Cutie, &etc

G - GUMMY BEARS OR WORMS?
mm worms, but bears if they're on ice cream or in chocolate :)

H - HOMETOWN:
duxbury

I - INSTRUMENT:
flute

L-longest car ride?
4 hours?

M - MILK FLAVOR?
not flavored..

N - NUMBER OF SIBLINGS:
1

O -ONE WISH:
only one?

P - PHOBIAS:
infinity.
time moving too fast.

Q - FAVORITE QUOTE?
anything from Catcher in The Rye or written by the lovely Conor Oberst.."It's like breathing but not wanting to."

R- REASON TO SMILE?
knowing things will be okay

S - SONG YOU LAST HEARD:
The Warmth - Incubus

T - TIME YOU WOKE UP:
6:15

U - UNKNOWN FACT ABOUT ME:
I like poetry

V - VEGETABLE YOU HATE:
all of them? nah, that's not true...but squash is pretty nasty

W- WORST HABIT:
chewing my lip, sometimes till it bleeds

X - X-RAYS YOU'VE HAD:
one for my leg and a couple more for my teeth

Y - YUMMY FOOD:
this ultimate-thin sliced salted pork that I can't even attempt to spell right now. but it's amazing :)

Z - ZODIAC SIGN:
cancer

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L A S T P E R S O N T H A T

1. Slept in your bed: me
2. Saw you cry: ahahah I believe it was kyle harasamowicz...sp close?
3. Made you cry: hmm, katie
4. Went to the movies with you: katie^2, liv

5. You went to the mall with: katie
7. You went to dinner with: mom and sister
9. Said 'I love you' to you and really meant it: katie
10. Broke your heart: don't think it's happened yet?
11. Made you laugh: krista
12. Bought you something: hmm..mom

W O U L D Y O U R A T H E R

1. pierce your nose or tongue? nose
2. be serious or be funny? funny
3. drink whole or skim milk? could care less
4. die in a fire or drown? holy crap..umm...fire?
5. spend time with your parents or go down on someone? haha...depends who? ahahaha no, probably spend time with parents
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A R E Y O U

1. simple or complicated? WAY complicated
2. Gay? nah
3. ................? um. yes. =D
4. Honest? I try to be, especially to myself..

D O Y O U P R E F E R

1. flowers or angels? flowers suck.
2. gray or black? grey. I'm so emo.
3. Color or Black and white photos? hmm classic, black and white
4. lust or love? love <3
5. sunrise or sunset? dusk...sunset, but a sunrise will make your day
6. M&Ms or Skittles? skittles
7. rap or rock? rock n roll bitch
8. staying up late or waking up early? staying up llllaaaaaatttteeee
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A N S W E R T R U T H F U L L Y
1. do you like someone? I like people. People are awesome.
2. do they know? you mean do they know that they're awesome? yes.

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D O Y O U P R E F E R

1. being hot or cold? hot
2. sun or moon? moon
3. Winter or Fall? fall
4. left or right? depends where I'm going
5. having 10 acquaintances who will have sex with you or having 2 best friends? friends are everything
6. sun or rain? both, at the same time :)
7. vanilla ice cream or chocolate ice cream? chocolate
8. boys or girls? boys to joke with, girls to understand
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A B O U T Y O U

What time is it? 11:16 pm
Name? Lindsay
Nickname(s)? um...none really
WHAT DO YOU WANT? ;-;
Where do you want to live? everywhere I will be when I walk for two weeks
How many kids do you want? none
What kind of job do you want? a not boring one?
Do you want to get married? I'm not sure...if I like him enough
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U N I Q U E

1. Nervous Habits? I can actually catch myself biting my nails when I'm nervous..cliche, no? And I chew my lip, nervous or not
2. Are you double jointed? nah
3. Can you roll your tongue? mhmm
4. Can you raise one eyebrow? oh how I try
5. Can you cross your eyes? yes
6. Do you make your bed daily? do I make it ever?
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C L O T H E S , E T C

1. Which shoe goes on first? usually my right...but if I get to my left show closer...hehe
2. Ever thrown a shoe at someone? probably
3. On the average, how much money do you carry in your wallet? anywhere from 3-30 haha
4. What jewelry do you wear everyday? earrings, sterling ring
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F O O D

1. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it? twirl
2. Have you ever eaten Spam? I've been offered, but refused :)
3. Favorite ice cream flavor? vienna mocha chunk
4. How many kinds cereal are in your cabinet? morning is not a time for counting
5. What's your favorite beverage? shirley temple, mmm grenadine
6. What's your favorite restaurant? I'm not refined enough for restaurants
7. Do you cook? toast...and pasta..I'll make such a good wife :)
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G R O O M I N G

1. How often do you brush your teeth? every morning
2. How do you wear your hair for the most part? back in a ponytail
3.Have you ever dyed/highlighted your hair? not yet ;)
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M A N N E R S

1. Do you swear? fuck no!
3. You cook your own food? rarely
4. You do your own chores? what chores?
5. You got laid today? yeah, Johnny Depp dropped by and we had ourselves a good time
6. You like beef jerky? never had it
7. You like pepsi or coke? I switch
8. You plan on going to college? mhmm
9. You're hippy with your hair? if hippy means frizzy and out of control, then yes
10. You own a dog? I did..
11. You spend your money wisely? usually?
12. You're always making new friends? eh, I like the ones I have
13. You like to swim? nope.
14. Have you ever got so bored you call a friend? more than once
15. You're patient? most of the time
16. You like this survey? hey, it beats studying
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L E T ' S B E H O N E S T

In the last month have you...

1. Had sex: umm Mr. Depp, remember?
2. Bought something: some cds
4. Sang: in front of the fishtank to see if krista's freaky angelfish would twitch like it did the last time I sang in front of it :) that was like a few hours ago
5. Been kissed: no
8. Missed someone: yep.
9. Got drunk: never, I'm so innocent
10. Gotten high: see above
11. Danced crazy: how else would I dance?
12. Gotten your hair cut: I don't think it was this month...
13. Watched cartoons: umm excuse me I was just at my grandparents house this weekend. Me and my cousins had some quality Fairly Oddparents time :)
14. Lied: probably
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H A V E Y O U E V E R

1. Wished you were the opposite sex? yeah..like once a month
2. Snuck out of your house? no...I wouldn't have anywhere to go that's close
3. Gave money to a homeless person? there's homeless people in duxbury?! =O

Just because it looked like FUN...

2005-12-31T16:42:17Z

Yeah katie I stole this from you.

69 things you may have never known about me...

1. Initials:
LED...yeah it's cool I know

2. Name someone with the same birthday as you
Umm..the birthday of America landing on the moon? that counts, sure

3. Where was your first kiss?
haha, very funny

4. For or against same sex marriage?
don't care

5.Are you homophobic?
nope

6. Are you bisexual?
nope

7. Do you believe in God?
nope

8. How many U.S states have you been to?
umm...maybe 8? MA, FL, NH, CT, ME, UT, Colorado(initials?), Nevada, NY
oh so I guess it's 9

9. How many of the U.S states have you lived in?
2, MA and NY

10. Have you ever lived outside the U.S?
no, but I'd like to

11. Name something you like physically about yourself.
um..well I like the color of my eyes I guess

12. Something non-physical you like about yourself:
my ability to reason =)

13. Whats your moms first name?
Nancy

14. What is your dream car?
I dunno. I think it's red..?

15. If you could go anywhere in the world where would you go?
Italy or Greece

16. Have you ever had someone of the opposite sex sleep over?
nope

18. Do you download music?
yup

19. How many illegal things have you done?
probably some that I'm unaware of. But I used to shoplift when I was little haha

20. Where would you want to go on a first date?
Depends on the guy I think

21. Would you date the person who posted this before you?
? that question doesn't make sense. but I wouldn't date katie, no

22. Has anyone ever sang or played for you personally?
I don't think so

23. Ever been kissed under fireworks?
pfshh no

24. Do you like president Bush?
eh, well he's kind of amusing =)

25. Have you ever bungee jumped?
haha no

26. Have you ever white water rafted?
yup

27. Has anyone ten years older than you ever hit on you?
ahhhh ON the raft trip...hahaha

29. Have you met a real redneck?
aww no. I'd like to though

30. What is the craziest thing you have ever done at a party?
I'm sure it's pretty lame

31. Have you ever met someone famous?
I had my picture taken with Brit Spears?

32. What is your current favorite song?
oh don't ask me that.

33. What was the last movie you watched?
Monty Python and the Holy Grail

35. Where was the last place you went besides your house?
Braintree Mall

36. Have you ever seriously vandalized someone elses property?
hah nope

37. Have you ever hit someone of the opposite sex?
well..yes

39. What's the first thing you notice about the opposite sex?
hmm..hair?

40. What really turns you on?
tight girl jeans. wow. weird.

41. What do you usually order from Starbucks
never been, and I don't drink coffee

4. Say 3 totally random things about yourself
my left index finger is bent
I'm wearing a bathrobe over jeans
I did a report on capybaras in 4th grade

45. Do you have an ipod?
yes, it's pink. =)

46. Has anyone ever said you looked like a celebrity?
nah

48. Do you have braces?
no, I did of course

49. Are you comfortable with your height?
I'm a little short..

50. Do you like someone right now?
yes. no. I dunno.

51. How tall are you?
5'1"...and 3/4 ;)

52. Do you speak any other language other than English?
well I'm learning spanish

55. Have you ever ridden in a limo?
several times. I'm a spoiled little brat

56. Has anyone you were close to passed away?
my dog?

57. Do you watch MTV?
rarely

58. What's something that really annoys you?
People who bring their babies/immature kids to performances.
Better yet, immature kids who bring THEMSELVES to performances.

59. What are some things you really like?
my friends, being lazy, music, finding good jeans, cool hair, rain, the beach..

61. Can you dance?
hell no

62. Have you ever surfed?
nope

63. Do you know how to pump gas?
haha dunno, never done it

64. Do you drive?
I have my permit so, sometimes

65. What's the latest you have ever stayed out?
maybe 1?

66. Have you ever thought that you were honestly going to die?
hahaha...that time I ate an eraser..I thought I'd poisoned myself and not wake up the next morning
AHAHA I'm an idiot.

67. Were you ever rushed by an ambulance into the emergency
room?
I don't think so..

68. Have you ever been dared to do something you didn't want to do?
I guess, can't remember specifically

69. What's your favorite state to live in?
I dunno. I'd like to live in europe.

jai_guru @ 2005-09-18T22:30:00

2005-09-19T02:43:55Z

I'm sorta watching the Emmy's right now but they got boring so...yeah.

"Every young girl dreams of winning an Emmy, and I was no exception." -Conan O'Brien

My mom woke me up at around 11 today. (score for sleeping late) My dad and my uncle were finishing the kitchen tiles, I decided they look alright afterall. I went to my first art class in Cohasset at 1. There were only 3 other girls there, Colleen, Nicole, and Arielle. Arielle has a friend named Azalea. I was wondering at the time what kind of parents she had...anyways, they're all seniors. Colleen's ridiculously quiet for how pretty she is, so I talked to Nicole alot. She's pretty cool. She wants to be an art major in college and then plans on becoming an art teacher. Our first assignment was to do a sorta clay landscape with foreground, middlegroud, and background. I dunno, it's kinda hard to explain I guess, but it's a cool project. Besides, we got to make a mess out of the place. What could be better?
My mom picked me up at 4ish and we went to get chinese for dinner, since my dad and sis were in Boston visiting relatives (I didn't hafta go because I had class) I came home, ate, practiced my flute, and studied for bio for a good 2 hours. Too bad I still don't know anything...yeah that's it.

see ya

But I was dancin' on the tin roof, cat be damned

2005-09-17T23:59:05Z

So here we go...
as you can see, I don't update my LJ. I'm doing this because of peer pressure from my dear friend Katie, who's actually the only one reading this so...HI KATIE!!! Congratulations on getting confirmed today!!! I was just at your house and now I'm getting attacked my an EEE-infected mosquito!!!

...you love me. you really do.

I'm listening to Modest Mouse right now, they're pretty sick, despite what you might think. (see the title...) Umm, I tried to burn a cd earlier and my computer fucked up so now I have a cd with 1 1/2 songs on it, yeah that's a good use of resources, I know. Hm it's saturday, I did all my homework yesterday, and yet I still feel stressed? prolly cause I still need to study for my first AP BIO EXAM on monday, yeah. That'll be some good times.

Au Revoir bitches

Friday and the livin's easy

2005-01-14T21:43:58Z

So yes, I'm still brand new at this journal thing. Gimme a friggin break :P It was pretty much a slow day, with hardly any review for midterms (which are next week). I was kinda pissy in math, sorry Katie! Actually you're probably sitting there reading this, thinking, 'wtf?' hahaha yesss. Well I did get stuff on my new pants...hehe.
And it's friday, I really wanna see a movie tonight or something but I probably won't end up doing so. Oh well. Relaxing's always good ;) And Phantom of the Opera isn't in Independence anyways. Haha, yes, I DO wanna see that movie. I might go with Julianna..? Well I dunno, we were talking about it in gym. ANYWAYS...did you have fun reading this? I've got nothing else to say. HAHA sucks for you, congrats on wasting about 2 minutes of your day. :)

Okay, I'll put this here I guess..

Your Heart is Green

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I don't think I'm /that/ jealous, honestly...haha

Nothing's gonna change my world...

2005-01-14T02:31:59Z

Alright well, this being my first post in Livejournal and all..and considering I'm not too sure what I wanna say yet, well..here's my user namesake for whoever's wondering. Also happens to be my favorite song, what a coincidence ;)

Across the Universe - The Beatles
by Lennon and McCartney

Words are flowing out like endless rain into a paper cup,
They slither while they pass, they slip away across the universe
Pools of sorrow, waves of joy are drifting through my open mind,
Possessing and caressing me.
Jai guru de va om
Nothing's gonna change my world,
Nothing's gonna change my world.

Images of broken light which dance before me like a million
eyes,
That call me on and on across the universe,
Thoughts meander like a restless wind inside a letter box they
Tumble blindly as they make their way
Across the universe
Jai guru de va om
Nothing's gonna change my world,
Nothing's gonna change my world.

Sounds of laughter shades of earth are ringing
Through my open views inviting and inciting me
Limitless undying love which shines around me like a
Million suns, it calls me on and on
Across the universe
Jai guru de va om
Nothing's gonna change my world,
Nothing's gonna change my world.